cause i haven't visit my own xanga for such a time.
speak to that i'm thinking about something new.
something like 'milkkkkkkand7formart'.
however i still find my legacy here wasn't that bad, well, not every page.
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since when i'm a freak.
or just weird, or not main-stream, or alien, or the strangest thing.
wfc.
i would still keep space between each passage.
although most of my passages are nearly a phase only.
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i sort of give up chinese...........song.
shameful, but i can't help to do so.
mostly lately are pure trashes.
be honest, all the time, what lead me to what i'm listening to is Coldplay, not Pink Floyd.
i'm lucky to hearing 'God Put A Smile Upon Your Face', 'Clock', 'Yellow', 'Warning Sign' in my art sessions.
both the debut and second album, we all knew what happen afterwards.
And for sure 'The Scientist' stabbed me curly.
Funy that i never figure out what is this dealing with 'science', although i hope these shits could really turn out into science someday, then at least i got a way to work on. Of course when it come true someday human would do everything to turn it back.
I was planned to pick up some of the lyrics from there to write about, but right now i find it's a nearly perfect song for my situation, even better than those 9 years i spent.
well but i still have to pick some.
'Nobody said it was easy, it's such a shame for us to apart', but i choose so. 'No one ever said it could be this hard', i don't know, but i think it's one of the finest desciptions to it. It's the only song i really know how to play on piano and sing it out (secretly i know how to play the bass line of 'Hotel C' too.), thanks to don.
'You don't know how lovely you are(to me)'. I never really told her i love her, of course she knows, or not, or she thinks i'm just addicted to a woman i can't achieve, and i runaway when i realise i can't achieve forever. But i was just simply loving her, she was the only person i hope for when time comes to an end, very simply. Like those idots in those movie, i'm satisfy just to have you in my eyes, my wish was simple.
'i have to find you, tell you i need you, tell you i'm sad to apart.'
No, the reason i ran away is i don't love you anymore.
